How come? How long?

Come on everybody? What is going on? 13 years of my adult life, 10 years of it I controlled myself. Now I am going to London to learn to control software development for all the biggest banks in the world from Hungary and all this in a huge company (it is for ME). Suddenly everyone is going to be Jew (descendant of Jacob pffff) and th…en my world will be washed with WHAT?

Come’on!! I just woke up from a virtual reality dream where the computers connected to my brain seeminglessly and it took me half of the ride to figure out that what is going on is my imagination. I enjoyed the ride from then on but when I wanted to get out it seemd so impossible, it was spinning me in, in circles, and then I WAKE UP WITHIN MY DREAM being unable to spin back to 90 degress with the ground, trying to change back my thinking to normal BUT MY MOTHER DOES NOT WANT TO HELP ME!?!?!?

Then, I really wake up, I go to the toilet, put on something warm and write this up and all this a few hours after I wake up crying into my wakefulness about something I do now want to do!

All this is so weird. My life is taking a 360 degree change on the 4th of January and I am totally aware of it this time! How come? How long?

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